im extra sad tonight. heres what i look like.
You look so beautiful…. Imagine if you smiled? How radiant you would be and how dull the sun would shine compared to you
I say, ‘I am fat.’
He says ‘No, you are beautiful.’
I wonder why I cannot be both.
He kisses me
My college theater professor once told me
that despite my talent,
I would never be cast as a romantic lead.
We do plays that involve singing animals
and children with the ability to fly,
but apparently no one
has enough willing suspension of disbelief
to go with anyone loving a fat girl.
I daydream regularly
about fucking my boyfriend vigorously on his front lawn.
On the mornings I do not feel pretty,
while he is still asleep,
I sit on the floor and check the pockets of his skinny jeans for motive,
for a punchline,
for other girls’ phone numbers.
When we hold hands in public,
I wonder if he notices the looks —
like he is handling a parade balloon on a crowded sidewalk;
if he notices that my hands are now made of rope.
Dear Cosmo: Fuck you.
I will not take sex tips from you
on how to please a man you think I do not deserve.
He tells me he loves me with the lights on.
I can cup his hip bone in my hand,
feel his ribs without pressing very hard at all.
He does not believe me when I tell him he is beautiful.
Sometimes I fear the day he does will be the day he leaves.
The cute hipster girl at the coffee shop
assumes we are just friends
and flirts over the counter.
I spend the next two weeks
mentally replacing myself with her
in all of our photographs.
When I admit this to him
we spend the evening taking new photos together.
He will not let me delete a single one of them.
The phrase “Big girls need love too” can die in a fire.
Fucking me does not require an asterisk.
Loving me is not a fetish.
Finding me beautiful is not a novelty.
I am not a fucking novelty.
I say, ‘I am fat.’
He says, ‘No. You are so much more’,
and kisses me
Guys please reblog.
1k notes will not stop this person from killing themselves. Notes are not a symbol of care and love, they are just numbers. i mean let’s be completely serious right now… if a person was that unhappy to want to kill themselves off, wouldn’t they rather just do it now? and what would happen on june 6th? are we FOR SURE that this person will not go through with the suicide?
yes the post would have the notes, they would probably feel happy that a person gave them 5 seconds of care, but afterwards they would forget all about this person they have saved and go back to their regular blogging lives.
it’s not about the notes, if this person really needed help, love, or care. they would find it and not rely on a handful of numbers..
I do understand that completely, but if this is what they want, and this is what they need to stop them. Then I’m willing to give them this, or atleast try. I’d rather be safe, than completely blow it off and have that person feel even more shitty because no one gave a damn to even try.
just please the notes may not stop them from ever commuting suicide but it may stop them until someone can help them. just please I’m trying to do whatever I can to help this person because if they die its my fault.
Sorry I will never agree with people who want notes or they won’t commit suicide like in anyway how does that benefit them or provide a solution for anything? I think it’s attention seeking. If notes is the answer to not committing suicide then I want 1 million notes and I won’t ever kill myself haha!!!!!
maybe i’ll finally get hot this summer.
Why? Were you cold all the summers before?
My dog is in labor right now. I saw the 3rd puppy come out with a penny sized hole where the stomach was and I told my mom to let me put bandages on it… She wouldn’t let me until a few minutes ago when the guts were spilling out…. I feel like I could’ve saved her. But I took my mom’s advice and let her. Now my mom told me to let her suffer for a while instead of snapping her neck to just end it quick… We all know she’s not gonna live…. I just don’t want her to suffer….
Post a picture of your beaut self, dear. :)
Ahahaha… No ._. >___<
FILL IT OUT AND SUBMIT IT